Photo 19 Jun 20 notes Sometimes I literally wonder if I am already dead and existing as a ghost…it feels like my soul is trying to leave its shell and I am fighting with all my strength to hold it inside this body. I don’t know if I’m dreaming or awake; I must be going insane…to feel my self wafting away…I know it is only a matter of time… There is so much beauty around me, but I just can’t feel it. I just can’t be apart of it. I wonder if I truly exist and I almost feel as though I need pain to feel alive. How long can I live like this, I want to leave it all behind, to break free, but I can’t. It is all becoming a hideous fantasy of self-annihilation.

Sometimes I literally wonder if I am already dead and existing as a ghost…it feels like my soul is trying to leave its shell and I am fighting with all my strength to hold it inside this body. I don’t know if I’m dreaming or awake; I must be going insane…to feel my self wafting away…I know it is only a matter of time… There is so much beauty around me, but I just can’t feel it. I just can’t be apart of it. I wonder if I truly exist and I almost feel as though I need pain to feel alive. How long can I live like this, I want to leave it all behind, to break free, but I can’t. It is all becoming a hideous fantasy of self-annihilation.

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